Suicide! Thought

I’m staring at the sun
But it's too yellow and bright
I don’t know what’s been happening
But I hope what I’m gonna do is right.

I’m falling from the top
But I’ve not yet hit the ground
I feel like I’m flying
People are screaming all around
The clouds and the sky stare back at me

As the breeze softly bites my face,
I don’t feel my weight anymore
I'm in a completely different place.
A thousand things run through my head,
I’m beginning to regret what I’m doing
But it's too late, I can’t turn back

I started it and have to keep going.
“Thud!” is the last I heard,
I know I’ve hit the ground
My body goes numb and so does my head,
People are starting to gather around

I get up but they don’t notice
I scream but they can’t hear
I realize why as I stare at myself
My eyes begin to widen in fear.

Fear soon turns into sorrow,
As I realize what I have done,
The tears start falling from my eyes
I turn away and begin to run.